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i`m tired of these little 2-year-old games
[ you either like me or you don`t. ]
when i hear your name,
my head still turns and
my heart still breaks
we fall for boys who
give us pretty words
and false hope
when someone you love abandons
you, it doesn't hurt just because
they've changed or lied or went
back on their promises, but
because you know what they
really are and what a beautiful
person they can be and when
they take that away from you and
won't let you see that beautiful
person again, nothing hurts more than
having someone just decide to take
your entire world away without
consulting you first
and today i found out, he
doesn't feel the same, but
i'm okay with it 'cause i
know that when he finally
does like me, i'll want him
even more
Dear Heart,
Sorry for the pain. Sorry for the emptiness. The
sadness. The being torn in two. I want to say that
it`s all his fault, but I can`t. It's mine, too
Today I woke up wishing you were here with me,
I wanted us to be something that we'd probably never be
im standing on a line between giving up
and seeing how muchmore i can take
&&She Saves HisVoicemail
So- Whenever she is Lonely
She Can Hear His Voice'
what am i supposed to do?
i`m [ falling] for this
boy who has no clue
knowing that i cant have you
only makes me want youeven more
trying to forget someone youloveis like trying to remembersomeone that you nevermet
&& the truth is. . .
we hide so we can be found
we walk away to see who will follow
we cry to see who will wipe away our tears
& we let our hearts get broken to see who will come and fix them <|3
the most beautiful
smile is the one
thats struggledthrough
all the tears..
i want him to be sitting there
when suddenly i cross his mind
& he thinks to himself
"wow...she's a m a z i n g" <3
Megs quotes
it's the kind of crush;; when I'm ready to get up from the computer and leave, he signs on ---and everything I was going to do, doesnt matter anymore
you'll say I'm always happy,
i'm good at everything I do,
but what you don't notice--
I'm a damn good actress too
--» dreams «-- without them we are -nothinq-
what causes them is ..unknown..
but they [ a r e ] what makes us
qet ^up^ in the morninq
and *hope* that one day they will come ::TRUE::
She's just a »dumb« girl
with her hopes too high
&&feelings much to strong
especially for a boy like him
There's a song ]b.l.a.r.i.n.g[ in her .headphones,
Reminding her of a boy who -used- to care <\\3
The bad thing about a girl with a BrOkEn heart..
is that she starts to hand out__x
the pieces to anyone who comes around.
You say, your weak,
you won't let me down
you lie through you teeth
you smile in your sleep
did you ever stop to think . .
THAT.MAYBE.WE.ARE.MEANT.FOR.EACH.OTHER
being together is more then just sex & making out.
it's about understanding the person.
being there for them, talking for hours;
making each other's dreams come true,
being in love & not needing anything to keep it worthwhile.
- LOVE -
When everything is just right;
being in the person's arms,
the feeling you get when you kiss them,
feeling so comfortable with them.
It's not only that feeling you get
when you're first starting to like someone
& you get nervous
& get butterflies in your stomach,
it's more of a warm, fuzzy feeling,
as stupid as that sounds.
It's after you've had a bad day,
that person is the first person you want to talk to
& when you have good news or excited about something,
they're the first person you want to tell.
It's waking up
& having them be the first thing on your mind,
& when you go to bed at night,
they're the last thing on your mind.
The "bad" things about them,
that most people would find annoying,
you find cute.
When you're together,
the time goes by too fast
& you never want to go.
No one else can hurt you more,
but no one else can make you happier at the same time.
best friends are the kinds of people who you walk up to
with tears pouring down your cheeks,
you can't even breathe your crying so hard,
and you don't have to say a word
cause they already what's wrong.
it's funny, isn't it?
the way time will move so slowly
during the worst possible moments of our lives,
& those times when it seems like life can't get any worse,
or the times you wish you weren't even alive anymore
because you can't take what's happening to you?
maybe it's when you swear to someone
that you'll never change anything about yourself
because they love you just the way you are,
but instead, what do we do?
we turn around and change everything about ourselves.
we don't notice when we've done it.
it's just the fact that when you look back
over the past year or two, everything's different.
I may not get to see you as often as I like.
I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night,
But deep in my heart,
I truely know you're the one that I love,
& I can't let you go.
No matter what; there's always that boy
that you can't stop thinking of.
That's always in the back of your mind.
The reason no one else is right.
The reason you can't find the perfect guy.
You know who he is, but you just won't admit.
It's so sad for you because he refuses.
He says it isn't right, but one day
he'll realize why, while he's alone at night.
I want a guy that doesn't care about
what I wear or how I do my hair.
Who loves my smile & my dorky laugh
& how I get hyper when I'm tired.
Who would never want to see my cry;
at least not tears of sadness.
& who would do those small things that make my day
just because he knows it would make me happy.
Whoever said
"What you don't know can't hurt you."
was a complete & total moron.
cause for most people, I know,
not knowing is the worst feeling in the world.
she's beautiful, but she'll never admit it.
music is her life, literally.
ask for a good song, she'll give you 5.
shirts & jeans are her trademarks.
she's afraid of thunder & obsessed with orange juice.
when she smiles, her whole face lights up.
& her heart's been broken by a guy
who doesn't love her anymore and you know what?
she doesn't care.
I am me. that's all I can be.
no more. no less. don't second guess.
i laugh, i love, i love, i cry,
& sometimes, i wish that i would die.
somedays i'm funny. others i'm not.
sometimes i'm in overdrive & i just can't stop.
you may not like me. that's okay.
cause this is me & how i'll stay.
I'll stop loving you
when diamonds never sparkle
and flowers cease to grow.
when thunder doesn't echo
and rivers do not flow.
when hearts no longer wonder
and hands are never held.
when smiles are only memories
and hope is never felt.
when trees no longer blossom
and the stars refuse to shine.
when autumn has no falling leaves
and winter no longer dies.
when time has no more tomorrows
and rainbows have no hue.
when god alone commands me
then I'll stop loving you.
hold me was all i asked,
love me was all i wanted,
left was all i got.
i gave you my heart,
i gave you my trust,
i gave you me,
& me you crushed.
empty promises were all you told,
empty promises were what i believed,
empty promises were what crushed my heart.
my heart was yours & yours alone,
my heart was what you broke,
my heart is shattered on the ground.
are you happy now?
you want to know what i love most about us?
i love how comfortable we are with each other.
i love how we can endlessly crack on each other,
but never take the teasing to heart.
i love how you laugh like a little boy when i'm tickling you.
i adore how when i walk away from you
when we are fighting, you try to stay mad at me,
but then you run after me for the fear of losing me.
i love you and everything about you.
the look in your beautiful blue eyes when we kiss
or sometimes when i fall asleep on you
and you stay up and watch me.
i love how i can call you anytime i need to
and you never cease to make me smile.
& if you'd be honest and say what you mean,
you know i would promise i'd do anything.
cause i know without you, i'm giving it away.
we fall like shooting star & autumn leaves,
stay up later than the streetlights ;
promising what never could be.
i can't be anything with you.
i can't be anything without you by my side. </3
i was born to be stubborn
a little bit bitchy, to push people, to push myself.
i was taught never to take life for granted,
to live a little, to love everything i had,
to never give up, to believe in myself,
but most of all, fight for myself.
& the 3 things in life that should never be broken ;
(PROMISES -FRIENDSHIPS - HEARTS)
I need a guy who can make me laugh
just by the way he says "hello"
when I pick up the phone.
The guy who makes my hands shake
when i'm sitting right next to him.
The guy who isn't afraid to keep hugging me
when I'm not ready to let go.
maybe i'm over you.
maybe i've moved on.
maybe i like someone else.
but maybe i'm a perfectly good liar.
When you have nothing left except love,
it is then that you realize, love truly is enough.
people say best friends will trade you
the icky
purple popsicle for the yummy pink one,
but my best friend just says,
"fuck you, eat the damn thing."
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